Its been almost a year now, being freshman in college. I don't know but it just kinda past real fast for every single day. I got loads of questions in my head, I always got a lil crazy convo with myself. Keep on asking and figuring how it turn out of things. Even sometimes when I'm walking to the bus stop, the thing I do is bringing on my curiosity on stuffs I pass by or something just popped in my head. I wonder how things came from....how human beings actually came from....why are we here....
Just too much things going on.
By the time I met new friends, their beliefs are kinda strong. I was really impressed how people can actually sacrifice something to deal of believing so hard. I didn't want to specific which believers they are, just so I respect what they believe in. This is the time, that stressing me out. I was having no sense of direction. So I went for lessons, I try to tolerate in a good way. Well, after each lessons I'd been through, I figure it out myself and determine rationally. Mainly, I learnt something I never heard before and it's a good thing. I found out that I should've learn in different perspectives so can I let one sink in. This moment, which comprising is so much a thing, don't get people assume you to be what to be. Where else, let people adapt what you're doing slowly. Since what you're doing is actually habitualize already, they might think you're just out of track/path now. To be honest, I myself know what I'm doing, I'm sober enough to differentiate and do not want worries from people.
(IMO)I felt like whenever people brain wash someone else on things they think are good enough and thinking you should follow is offensive. Don't keep persuading on people they don't wanted to, they have matters, compromisations and so. Just let things free, people with different thoughts will lead them into something they think is good.
Being vulnerable is a challenge, so you won't easily changing options randomly. Choices are offered to you to decide, it's not upon others to help you through. At the same time, being curious is beneficial for your own in terms of learning, while in socializing and many more. To me, I prior curiosity as what I'm living for.What's yours?
