Curiosity

Its been almost a year now, being freshman in college. I don't know but it just kinda past real fast for every single day. I got loads of questions in my head, I always got a lil crazy convo with myself. Keep on asking and figuring how it turn out of things. Even sometimes when I'm walking to the bus stop, the thing I do is bringing on my curiosity on stuffs I pass by or something just popped in my head. I wonder how things came from....how human beings actually came from....why are we here....
Just too much things going on.

By the time I met new friends, their beliefs are kinda strong. I was really impressed how people can actually sacrifice something to deal of believing so hard. I didn't want to specific which believers they are, just so I respect what they believe in. This is the time, that stressing me out. I was having no sense of direction. So I went for lessons, I try to tolerate in a good way. Well, after each lessons I'd been through, I figure it out myself and determine rationally. Mainly, I learnt something I never heard before and it's a good thing. I found out that I should've learn in different perspectives so can I let one sink in. This moment, which comprising is so much a thing, don't get people assume you to be what to be. Where else, let people adapt what you're doing slowly. Since what you're doing is actually habitualize already, they might think you're just out of track/path now. To be honest,  I myself know what I'm doing, I'm sober enough to differentiate and do not want worries from people.

(IMO)I felt like whenever people brain wash someone else on things they think are good enough and thinking you should follow is offensive. Don't keep persuading on people they don't wanted to, they have matters, compromisations and so. Just let things free, people with different thoughts will lead them into something they think is good.

Being vulnerable is a challenge, so you won't easily changing options randomly. Choices are offered to you to decide, it's not upon others to help you through. At the same time, being curious is beneficial for your own in terms of learning, while in socializing and many more. To me, I prior curiosity as what I'm living for.What's yours?

The Youth Anthem

It is such a swift.How time flies.We are all grown up.Nows the time where we're standing in a T-junction to choose our desire path......

I'm not officially 18,I still define myself as a kid.I have a lot changes during these time.I've gotten my O'level result,it turn out alright and at least every subject is a pass.Before getting it,I started to do some part time to kill my time.Its a good experience though since its my ever first time work as a promoter doing sampling of brand new coffees.The staffs over there are friendly as well,hope they're doing all well.Yesterday was my last day and I would missed the days chatting with the staffs and being as so called a 'lazy worm'.Speaking of that,people around might ask you whether you're going to get a job or study ahead.I'm going to be study soon,probably if I get my offer letter from the college.I'm pretty excited and yet nervous that I'm going to a different enviroment with new socials.I wonder how my socials are going on,that's what people said:"Adaption is so important once you step into somewhere you've never been before."Fortunately I still stick with a few bffs.

Sigh...what are kids now doing these days.Playing with high-tech mobile that works better than mine.I kinda feel sad when the technologies had intruded to this generation.I never mean they're not beneficial but something might have its own limitations.I would like to see those kids running around the field,playing hide and seek and catching tadpoles that we used to.The playground is getting deserted and none of them are interested anymore...The days we went through from day to night,we never get bored of.Our eyes are pretty much eye-ing on fields where we could do physical activities.Where else,kids today are eye-ing on a versatile handy wide screen phone and never get bored of.I hope they could really experience the childhood days that we used to had.I'm lucky to say so I get so much happiness during my time before the high technologies started invaded.

I still got a lot of time for my teen days.As so as them.I'm pleasure to be living here with a good friends and I do miss a lot like seriously.I had really come in such a speedy to now.I would always like to express what's bout youth during this generation.Old times are the best to rewind after you're becoming an adolescent.You're probably feeling a bit aged and thinking going back to the times of being a youth.So I don't want to waste my time on thinking unnecessary stuffs that's not gonna work.As I being a youth still,I wanted to really learn more and create things endlessly.To the kids out there,that is one thing to be warned is never get so sick of high tech stuffs and that would probably losing your footprints on the field playing with your most beloved friends all day long.You're gonna missed it once you're trying to flashback.Obviously,rewind isn't an option anyway.Kids,move on.

About to June.

So,I'm so sorry of my bloggie.Its been like a huge faraway period that I've never been posting stuffs,but today something I should've tell you guys about my conditions.Erm,I'm living my life interestingly great.I'm healthy still but I need to take a break away from those unhealthy food stuffs that I'm getting endless of small acne on my face,but I think I should be okay withe taking a vitamin C each day.Haha,I'll be taking my O'level examination this year that will be determined the qualifications to University or College.So,I'll be rarely posting this year as I have a bunch of stuffs to achieve.And,its the time that's about to June with few more days.I think the routine of my life is always the same.Its okay.

 I'm more expecting the life I'll be having in college?Even I've no clue or any idea which college should I enter to.There are several suggestions from my friends that they told me about more specific on fashion designing courses should be like The One Academy,Lim Kok Wing and many others I don't know or I'm not sure either.Also,a lot of problems that its hard to solve.Mostly its about basic needs and the condition of the nearby college.My mommy is the one who wants me to be safe,but wherever it is,we have to be cautious.I told her that I wanted to take further studies in KL which they are more specific in fashion clothing garments.Then my mommy debate with me as said Nilai which is nearer compare to KL and it should be safer as there are a few friends which we could stay together or what,blah blah blah those things.....That make me feel even more speechless but I know my mommy why she's so worry of me.Because I'm not a cautious person at all,never try to be independent and stuffs that related to it.I said a tons of times that even its not now but at least I can get experience of how should I do to face those matters.i'll be working in KL for the future,we won't know right?!But I should listen what my mommy is trying to tell me.Anyway,we'll take a look of how it goes.....emm...

 (The next few days...I wrote on 6.36PM) I wrote this by today and the previous should have past a few days...haha.Anyway,today just thought about more sequins designs on those plain tees actually.As there're rare to be seen at anywhere of what I can tell obviously...I think I'll be having this project sooner.I just need a plain white tee and colourful sequins to sew them on!!!I'm sooo excited to be doing this if I could....probably would...But it takes time to finish the whole project...I've no clue what's going to be happen,but I just wanted to make it no matter how!I still need some research about sewing skills and stuffs,of course the first time might have fail but practice makes everything good even its not fully good but for the actual you've did a very good job.

 This post might get you a little sick,as I don't know what I'm trying to tell you.Like I am talking empty,nothing. Anywayssss,if you guys are wondering my daily life post(not exact each day,haha),you may go to follow me in Twitter or Instagram which will be linked at my Updates box!!!So yeah,as finally I think I've revealed my selfies....the very real me,haha (isn't horrible?!)Hahahaha,lmao.But I'm still enjoying sharing some interesting facts to you guys!!Give me some suggestions anywhere for my next post!Something that I rarely share about...erhmm....(so hard to think about actually)And,June is stepping in soon,what's going to be happen in June?I'm really curious and excited....wondering still.... Anyway,anyway,I've talk a lot,so then I'll be posting something for my next post which will be in next week!!!I hope you guys would be expecting...hahahaha,sorry for a little self-obsessed.....hehe,okay this is it,I hope you guys have a wonderful holidays and live your life happily,no worries!!!BYE BYE!


 Love,
Carboney.

PART 1 :To Hong Kong and Macau.Back Malaysia.

My goodnesses,don't believe how long I've made my blog stay without any posts.So so so sorry everyone,especially for readers.Well,you can tell where I just went,Hong Kong and Macau,an unbelievable trip I have ever!Yes,I'm not lie,I'm truly amazed by the scenery and the Victoria Harbour.Which I prefer to this place for the Chinese because it contains a lot non-halal food stuffs,Which means to whom Muslim cannot eat those,pork especially.Of course there're Wan Tan Mee is better the local Malaysia.The Wan Tan has a big shrimp and some minced pork together with some other ingredients,the aromatic of the Wan Tan would makes you seduct by it,haha,we eat the morning,the lunch and the night.*PHOTOS WILL BE POST ANOTHER POST FOR PART THREE AFTERWARDS PART 1 AND 2'S WRITING POSTS* The first night at Macau,we got to the place called in Portugese is Ruínas da Antiga Catedral de São Paulo,which is Ruins of St.Paul's.Its a huge building,actually we took photos more than the morning while we go there for the second day,but because the second day we reach by walking,a lots of people there of visiting.So even is cool without snowing,I still got to the Daily Queen for my Peach Crush,a cold drink with float,its really good.While we're bout to back to hotel,my mom gets six Portugese egg tarts to hotel to eat,omg I can't tell you how much its delicious.Bite once,you'll know.This food is really popular too!!! To be Continued...(next part;part2)

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Attitudes and Behaviors

Hey guys, I am Carboney.Sorry guys,its been a long time...Again I am going to blog about those people,which accompanies their attitude and behavior along theirs life,which couldn't change. I was wondering those people that why can't be change.Maybe,they didn't realize?! I could tell that is. I guess that, if you were a friend of them,you guys ought to be ask them whether their attitude is right to be.This is really important because in a social life,your attitude is not being good is useless...

Nowadays,we should have a generous,adaptive,not being personalized,can hear your advice,not going to compel you,not dropping your dignity,not stress you and not mad at you,friends. we might not know what are they thinking about in their mind, whenever someone remind them of these things,they'll just run away, they are craps. I don't know why but there so many factors about it.Parents maybe to love them a lot. They didn't really educated.They are stubborn. Becomes the Duchess and the king of the home.

My momma always told us to be fine of the things and don't fight with people, keep your attitude and behavior,when time passed your teenagers life, you may have so many people around you, if you don't know how to be socialize, you are going to fall, people will get sick and unlike you as a bad attitude guy.We would not be perfect as what we said,we are not possible to do this perfectly,turn this into a magical thing to be changed,faraway we are not going to suffer the future.

In my opinion,for me I wish that everybody should concerned about this issue, it is always comes around goes around... I have a few friends who just agreed,just don't care and scare to speak out sometimes that will easily offended...Its hilarious,ridiculous,humorous.As me,I'm getting crazy,mad and insane of these problematic people,which I've learned a lesson,don't get near with those bad at attitude,they didn't make you proudly,they drop you down...From an evidence,I know this person is gonna bang the wall nicely one day,how the person treated them is like a fairytale which comes along with witches,innocent people and a king.I wonder they'll still stand strong for this,as the King will ask you to do,those innocent people will just do it then.I'm really getting hate of this kind of person,which didn't really well knowing other person and their useless bad attitude will killed on stage.I guess reality will be more real life,I'm bad at this time,steady not to get involve,let it dry,it'll know how to appreciate the wet.Leave a comment,of what you think and your similar evidences you've gone through...thanks,bye guys and hope you all like this title,That I wrote bout what I think abouy it,see you soon guys!!!

TRIPPING ALL DAY LONG!

Haha,is so exhausted when Seremban to Penang,terribly sitting in the car...but I was so terribly expecting at there!So its a long journey........when we're going through the bridge to the Island of Penang,I was super exciting as we're in the middle to go!

   

The town!

So we got to my aunt house which is my Momma's elder sister's house,to take a rest first!Because I can't hold it on.....haha.And next location was this Little India,which you could find those murals!!!Too cool,too similar like those kids who stays here....

The kids laughing at me...haha


Also some wire creations,we've found!

 

Next we headed to the house of river....ermmm with their own last name...yeah I don't know how to describe it as well....but its sooo nice there.....

The front of those houses...

The sea view from those houses...

 

The pretty view from where of the Temple,because too many Temple that We've went through that I didn't really get into my mind...hahah

Straits Quay!

   

While walking....==''

And till the night we have~~~but before of this we got a lot of yummy foods!!With affordable prices!!!Arhhh....

The view is too pretty!At Straits Quay!

 <---Wearing spectacles was my aunt,aren't they look a like?hahahaha

The next day was.....

And also we got to another Temple again,and of course everybody was going too,for praying~~

 

Lanterns all around!

My aunt's kid!Haha,grow up already~

I love this a lot so I make it a bit bigger and wider..hehe this is really a good capture as I wanted to capture with my brother....he's too annoying like I have persuading him like thousand times~

 

My momma take those golden thing...I don't what they're called as.....hhaha

My cute and pretty aunt!

  

At Queensbay Mall...

The murals!!!

My unclewith Nobody aaahah

Then we have some desserts or tea time while at night~AT this little vintage China Town!The owner was not Malaysian its the white people,you know what I meant?Theirs cakes was sooo good,drinks good too!!


 


END!

And that was all the fantastic event that I had those two days!!I was so glad,and I can't for the next trip to Penang again!!!:)))YUMMY AND FUN!Hhaah.See you for next post!

Adventurous to 2013

I was not expecting for 2013 as the time flows like extremely FAST!Erh,I also don't want to go back the days that I went through was extremely fearful and adventurous!(Seriously,I mean a lot.)So Like a month ago I got adopted a puppy called 'Bobby',he is so naughty until I get shouted on him and so he'll obey of what you said...==''This year was not just adopted a dog,I got a guitar and even more "interesting" in schools.I mean,it's the most adventurous year that I had in my 15 years old life,like ever.

EVEN more on my holidays,was totally sucks.I couldn't imagine that,because its completely fix in my mind when I saw my grandparents weren't that weak,but last days in this month,unfortunately my grandfather had pass away,it should be rest in peace.And so my grandmother wasn't save to stay in a house without people knowing if she's fell down and because she's weak in walking.So these days its completely exhausting!But I still have to visit them day by days.After helping father,we're heading to hospital to visit my grandfather and after that we're going to a house who are the old people (approximately) stays,to have the good services for them with normal habitats.So afterwards,days were running so fast we saw her was eventually better at there and because she's looking happy and she's having her own new social life.I'm glad to see her to have the days to be better and ever.

Until the day of the Christmas,I was not having any such parties,exchange gifts event,or even a Christmas feast or even just a piece of cake for Christmas.IT WAS TOTALLY S-U-C-K-S!I just couldn't settle this down!!!I'm still in a saddest mood to hear the people out there was having fun,but only the one who I am staying in the house.Yes,I am so envy,but I think next year's Christmas wouldn't be like so normal or PLAIN!I just have my wish on Christmas only!Please....haha.XDDD

I am mad,if don't let me to be!

Besides of those thing,new year's gonna come!For me,it just plain and nothing bout it.

And I don't know the adventurousness would be still running through it or not,unpredictable!

But I hope its gonna be "interesting" right?Hhahahaha,but I hope you guys would not mind my posts.

The last thing was HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013!Its too fast!!I'm gonna write more posts to you guys as I always love to!Thank you. :P

BOBBY!

Processing/Progressing,no matter...

Hey,so I was over with my exam!And still I'm working on of something that I'm really expecting either a little craft,could make your day...whatever you guys think of me,because I'm a obsessive crafter.:)))So I was trying to catch up my post and this is now OCTOBER!Woosh,the months I go through it is just like an adventure,no matter that's like many things I'm going to adapt but now I'm here for finally but I was already give up of 'it'.Anyway,so today maybe I just give some pictures to you guys for opinions if it's not what you imagine that nice,place your comment at chat box..I'll really please to see it all over there,even its bad I know...:///

CHARMS!

From Left:Pancakes,Blueberry Macaroon,Roll cake and a cake.

So if guys could tell,that already like one month I had already uploaded this picture in my facebook,but still I upload here as well for some of the readers...:)))

So that's what I'm doing these days,I'll be having a little shop here,so you guys could see many types of cute keychains that I would sell it out here,be stay tune here before another one grabs the one you like. Hehe.

So of the title,I'm just progressing to the pouches-making,because it was so cool to have your own coin purse or what you tell,pouches!I'm going to some of the shop to grab some fabric and felt!!!Sooo excited,even now I didn't really getting anything.==''Super excited!Instead of that,maybe another processing was gonna be bags made up with some yarns.Yea,you could definitely said this is type of freaking crazy enough...:))) Hehe,and next post will be showing you the felt &fabric making of the coin purse/pouches.So grab your own too! :DDD

And what's left??

Erm,the "RED" album,the latest album from Taylor Swift and as you can tell,that I'm really a hard core fan whatever you guys think of it but still craving that album!!I want a DELUXE EDITION,and it was freaking awesome album this year!I was crazy about it everyday to grab my own CD!!(p/s:Taylor,I'll sure to hear you a lot!) 

This is also gonna be include of my progressing!So cool,I can't wait for it somehow!

I think that's all as my ribbon lanyard and charms are already progressed!So awesome.. +v+

AND DON'T FORGET TO VOTE thumbs up/down...:)I'll see you guys after and I'll post about my haul of the day!BYE.

Love,

Carboney

New friend. :) :D :P

Hey,August I forgot to make you in my blog post,so sorry guys have to wait for this time,and so my trial for exam had just over a few days.Hehe,so guessing who's my new friend,right?New friend's property,its not a living things.Its a GUITAR!My wish finally went so true,I've never been ever ever had this big present before yet it is a so meaningful to me....kinda. :DDDThis guitar is my gang of best friend who bought me!!You can the actual at the past post!

I know maybe I'm not knowing how to play with but may one day I can do for the whole song.

This is before how it looks like....

After,I make it some rhinestones for it :))))))Floral rhinestone design~

Floral,this is how it looks like. :)))))

I thought if one day I can stick like Taylor's guitar?Maybe.... LOLLL.

So,if you have your very own guitar just like me,please appreciate that!!I hope to see you soon!!!Bye!

YAWWWW Fifteen!

Haha,hello everybody looks like boring...anyways but there's tons of pictures today,I mean these pictures already took from SUNDAY,which means my Birthday!!!Er....so sorry I couldn't make it to my blog for some reasons....because there's many things to be settle,maybe I think so.

Sunday,an event,Enrolment day,Birthday.
Its really surprising ever since I know they got me a Guitar!!!That's a lot for me.It is not fake,it's real in my eyes when I look it in....Firstly-->(They wrap with papers,so crazy)

They add some wishes!

Then,I was quite curious,I thought it is a surf board ==''HAHAHA.But when I take it in,totally out of my mind!

Lets start:

So the day,was an Enrolment day,when I got to the backstage,Tiffanie just give a present which is a guitar learning book,at that time my mood is considered a bit disappointed,I know it may not really a nice gift,but I just receive as a fine way....and before we perform to sing on stage,I was like sit down quietly,because what i thought is totally gone...its okay,I think the book mean a lot. :) Then after the Enrolment had finished,we clean up the canteen and the school hall.I was cleaning at the canteen side,so after had done cleaning.Jocelyn told me that the committee was gonna find me for something,its like an meeting which will correct us.Before this,someone who told me that's having this meeting after the Enrolment,so I mean its real.I WAS SO MUCH FEAR,I even couldn't swallow my slaver.So,I said to Jocelyn it is fake,right?Then she asked Tiffanie,she said if you're there you'll know it as well....my heart pumping so hard!!!So we three go together,because Tiffanie said she was scare.Terribly,they ask some questions which they refers to the department and something....so Jocelyn just stay far from we both(me,Tiffany)They said just sit down,be relax.I was soooo frightened!After some questioning,Tiffanie told committee that she's gonna say sonmething to Jocelyn.OMG,I thought it was as hard as rock I couldn't stand it!DADADA.....here comes,they sing Happy birthday at the side of the corridor.That moment was soooo unforgetable!And I was like OMG,WOA!I started cry a bit....Then they brought me a Hello Kitty's cake from bakery!And a guitar which's been wrapped so crazy!Then,I said IS IT REAL?!I said like non-stop,because I was taking that guitar!I was not dreaming anymore!IT WAS SUPER DUPER REAL!I could not believe that they bought GUITAR!So,our party go through nicely!I'm so thankful to all to my friends,which been preparing this surprise!When I flashback,I thought that meeting makes me very useless,because I'm the one who thought~So continue...

After reading the wishes,BURST IT!!!!

So pretty Guitar!

Having tiny buffet...

Playing around....

Cakes!

Hello Kitty Cakey!

T___THahaha

JieYing...:P

KaiWei with face's been treated with fresh-cream...

Peace-cheese.Tiffany!

ShiKai!!!!!

I think they don't eat medicine....==''

Watch out the behind,she's(Tiffany) been wanted..haha

It's a lot of pictures,I couldn't upload so much maybe just check my FB's profile!More detailing!!

How bout the gifts!!!

Heez!

How bout with Family?

Brrrother!

peaceee

Momma!!!!

The cake Brother bought.

:))))YAY

CUT the cakey!

(p/s:Having dinner at KFC...=='')

Thanks again!Marvellous Birthday ever!THANK YOU YO!!!